Sink......Sink......Sink...............

Ok. I am freaking dead. I am lost, totally lost in my Finance. I know it is my responsibility to study during this study break, but the heck I am too sick of all my studying before the break; therefore, I refuse to touch my Finance textbook mindlessly. And now, I am suffering from my stupidity and there is no way that I can finish the study in 2 days. Not to mention that I didn't even START on the SMS. I am so dead. I just wish to bury myself deep down in the ground that I don't have to face the world again. I am so scare of the Finance since I totally f*ck up in my topic test. (Please bear with me for using such word, since I have no control left in myself). I used to believe that at least I can do good in Finance, but this believe has shattered by the fact of what I got in the topic test. I want to drop this course, but then it will make me into a living HELL when I proceed to the last semester (if and only if I can pass all my horrible Accounting courses). What da heck should I do? I don't believe in myself anymore. Frankly speaking, I had never feel this way before. How can a college diploma is so dam* hard to obtain compare to the one that I had already had??

Hell? Paradise??

As usual, I won't expect I've done well in my taxation mid-term, just like the others. My answers were different than my friends, which gave me a little sign - I might have the wrong answers. I thought I know how to do it, but in fact, maybe I am not. I don't know about myself anymore. Seems like my ability to study and memorize and understanding had just vanished in the thin air. Whenever I read the books, the words just seem like dancing in front of me. I couldn't get anything into my brain. Am I getting too old or just having some kind of brian problems?

I was really sad about it. But I manage to get over with my feelings with something that always works for me - Karoake. Guess how long I have been in that room this time? Hahaha~~ 5 hours straight with my friend. Well, at least this could make me feel a bit better. Plus it will stop my karoake addiction for a while~~ But wouldn't hold long, hahahaa~

I guess I really have to get going with my school again. I will leave my favourite activity for a later day~ ^^

DEPRESSED!!!!

What am I studying rite now? I've been stuck with this Taxation book for the whole weekend, and I still have no clue what was it about. My head is spinning and my brain is going to explode in any minutes. Taxation mid-term tomorrow. Why is the stupid tax system so troublesome? Why can't the Government do something to simplify it? Geeze, there are so much to remember! Things like fringe benefits, calculating the automobile benefit, which items go under which section. All these are going to shorten my brain cells' life span. I have not much left in my brain already, and the studying is already accelerated their self-destructive process. Soon, there will be nothing left in my brain, only straws remain........

Believe me, Mich, u r not the only one that stuck with assignment in the wkend. At least ur assignment let u copy, but my studying.......... (silence)

War of the World

I have no idea of what I've read in the Auditing textbook. What on Earth will the authors make it so difficult to understand? There is only 1 main point of the whole book - auditors should have sufficient knowledge about the client in order to perform an audit. (I can't remember exactly, but something similar to this) But the authors can come up with so many different ways to mention this point. Do they know that this will even confuse the readers MORE? Just cut the cr*p and get to the point. I can't remember a single thing from any of the 6 chapters that I've read. What am I going to do tomorrow? The mid-term is in less than 14 hours, how can I cram everything into my TINY brain? Not to mention that it has already been exhausted by the study of Managerial Accounting mid-term. Geeze, I don't know how can I get through it!

The End of the World

Here it is. Managerial accounting mid-term. What can I say? There is no hope here now. I don't know what the heck I am doing, all I know is that the teacher is going to make the test really difficult. I know what will happen. Then Auditing mid-term on Friday, and Taxation on Monday. It is just a hell to me. This semester is just a disaster for me. There is NOTHING to describe what I feel at this moment. I just wanna CRY!

Pissed

Found out what I got in the Finance topic test. I was freaking pissed at the marks I got. Never had been so bad before since I enrolled in this school. I knew I screwed it up when I wrote the test, but somehow I was hoping that I wouldn't do so bad. Geeze, how the heck would u think that a Finance test would have 50% of the questions are theory type? Isn't Finance is something about calculating the stupid return of an investment? I dam*ed studied all the calculations but it only had 1 small and 1 large calculation question in the test. I still can't believe what I got, but luckily, I managed to pass this stupid test!